This blog is a raw and honest exploration of life, emotions, and the struggles that connect us all–tackling themes ranging from personal growth and self-doubt to societal pressures and the quest for authenticity, with content potentially triggering.

Nah, just kidding. This blog is mostly filled with my personal rants, sometimes unapologetic and oversharing. The trigger warning is real, though. Tread carefully.

Note: Most of the featured images are generated using DALL-E. If any of you feel like your artwork are unlawfully used to train a certain image, let me know so I can take them down. Poems and prose are my own, not AI’s.


Dig deeper, in chronological order

  • Breakfast

    Breakfast

    A family of four was sitting next to her table during breakfast. The husband, with a dad bod, was loud. He had this funny but authoritative tone he seemingly tried to repress. He spoke all the nice words, but she could sense a bit of cruelty emanating from him. The wife looked young and quiet.

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  • Dear, Mahel.

    Dear, Mahel.

    …but what I saw that time was a good listener, a wise man, a genuine and selfless person. And funny, too. I remember how I hadn’t laughed so loud for weeks.

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  • Questions

    Questions

    Here’s for all the overthinkers. Cheers.

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  • Mayfly

    Mayfly

    TW: Suicidal thoughts.

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  • Was?

    Was?

    Many women once believed that marriage was a refuge, a safe haven, and a happy ending. And they are not alone in realizing that this may not be the case.

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  • Better

    Better

    Sorry, what was it that you were screaming about? I could not hear clearly. My mind was too busy, talking back to me.

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  • Words

    Words

    As much as I miss life, I miss words. Be it mine, be it others. The entangling, the disassembling. Lining up letters, sometimes, forcing them to dance out of their will. Attempting to make sense, struggling to comprehend, paper by paper. Or watching them come to life, under the surface of reflected light. The feeling

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My biggest ambition in life is to be able to play games, reading books and manga, and watching movies and TV series without a care. Unfortunately, I need money to buy my consoles and new games, new books, new manga chapters, and subscribing to OTA platforms. I work so hard I barely have enough time to save and pursue this ambition with six angelic, cute, fluffly, kindhearted, smart cats that I have to feed. That being said, you can gofundme find me doing my shit in:

Goodreads
Manga Updates
Letterboxd
My Drama List
Steam

Cheers!