This blog is a raw and honest exploration of life, emotions, and the struggles that connect us all–tackling themes ranging from personal growth and self-doubt to societal pressures and the quest for authenticity, with content potentially triggering.

Nah, just kidding. This blog is mostly filled with my personal rants, sometimes unapologetic and oversharing. The trigger warning is real, though. Tread carefully.

Note: Most of the featured images are generated using DALL-E. If any of you feel like your artwork are unlawfully used to train a certain image, let me know so I can take them down. Poems and prose are my own, not AI’s.


Dig deeper, in chronological order

  • Living, once again

    Living, once again

    In recent times, I’ve been asked: “Why this and that?” Why engage with others? What consumes me now? I spent years in darkness, lost. Now, I reclaim life, embracing all its ups and downs.

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  • The runaway train

    The runaway train

    Yet strangely, I wish this trip would last forever, so I need not use the return ticket, and come back to the place where tunnels don’t seem to end, with no apologies given to many of us, scarred over your words and actions.

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  • Shrieks

    Shrieks

    A villanelle lyrically inspired by The Cranberries’ The Icicle Melts and the song Donna Donna. Maybe I shouldn’t have read the paper today.

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  • Cocoon

    Cocoon

    If I keep rolling inside this blanket, will I slowly become a cocoon and be free from obligations and norms and stigmatization and thoughtless thoughts as I wait to hatch into a butterfly? But even a moth is fine.

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  • Words (2)

    Words (2)

    Words have complex power: influencing and constraining, healing and bleeding.

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  • Dear, home

    Dear, home

    From the fourth. To others.

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  • Flings

    Flings

    Gerund is (too) kind, someone in the Poet’s Market said. Yeah, okay, but my verb-ing can be unkind and bitchy too.

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  • A thorn in the flesh

    A thorn in the flesh

    “A call for mutiny,” that’s how the captains would see me. Exploring exploitation, structural hypocrisy, discontent and disillusionment, and class struggle.

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  • Intersection

    Intersection

    There must be an intersection, somewhere, where we meet each other. After all, despite the years we spent arguing and making up, we still ponder what to eat for breakfast every morning, right?

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My biggest ambition in life is to be able to play games, reading books and manga, and watching movies and TV series without a care. Unfortunately, I need money to buy my consoles and new games, new books, new manga chapters, and subscribing to OTA platforms. I work so hard I barely have enough time to save and pursue this ambition with six angelic, cute, fluffly, kindhearted, smart cats that I have to feed. That being said, you can gofundme find me doing my shit in:

Goodreads
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My Drama List
Steam

Cheers!